SO.. today is my birthday.. I turn.. hruphblahdety... and of course, I've gotten lots of well wishes and have a great days and happy birthdays.. I LOVE the attention, but I never quite know how to respond. I am an honest person to a fault and things are not very positive much of the time right now. SO.. I feel compelled to say that instead of an automatic "Everything is great, your great, I'm great.. great, great, GREAT!" As a birthday present to myself, I am compiling a list of things I REALLY want, that no one can REALLY give me.. just to get it out.
1. My son not to have autism
2. My son not to have digestive problems
3. My kids to have friends to play with
4. Friends of my own near by
5. Family near by that could help when I needed
6. Enough money to eat
7. Enough money to get my kids what they need
8. Insurance that covered all that my kids need
9. An easy button that made everything all done and silent sometimes
10. New wardrobe that fits and is in style
11. Hair cut with current styling
12. New house that wasn't a POS
13. New car that held all that we need it to
14. A service dog for Aidan
15. A nap
16. A real bathtub.. without an overflow thingy.. that was deep enough to cover my whole body with water
17. A vacation out of this country
18. A day trip to an aquarium or a rain forest or anywhere not here..
19. Enough money to pay my bills
20. Not to feel anxious or depressed over not having some of the things above this number..
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